Silence

The house is silent. This hardly ever happens anymore. Everyone has some place to be and I am alone. This is heaven. It will only last about 40 minutes but I am giddy with relief. I don't know what to do first other than to post about it because I have been so busy I haven't been able to post much. Tomorrow is my birthday and everyone keeps asking me what I am going to do and I finally decided. I am going to sleep in and then I am going to play in my art room all day. I will play some nice music and put a big sign on the door that says "Don't interrupt a creative mind is hard at work". I hope that works. Anyway, I am very excited for what the day will hold. I bought myself a tiara that is pink and lights up and I will wear it all day and maybe I will even dance a bit. Wherever the mood takes me, creating, dancing, singing and of course there has to be laughter. Oh, so fun to imagine.

Artistically delicious

This week is turning out much better than last week. I slowed down a bit and feel much more inspired with art too. Well, I am thinking of deserts for two reasons. My birthday is this week and I started a diet. Hmm, those two things don't seem to go together. I think I have it figured out though. I keep telling myself to enjoy the beauty of the deserts like art and remember that they look a lot better on the plate than they do on me. All this talk of food has made me hungry. I think I will go eat some lunch.

Don't Give Up

I have been so un-inspired lately. I think it is the tiredness. I was reading in Jeremiah today and Baruch says, "I am weary of my own sighing and can find no rest." I totally could relate to that. I am tired of saying 'I'm tired'. This week has been a slower pace than last week and so I am catching up. Plus, I think my body is going through withdrawals with my new eating program. I am persevering ahead knowing that the goal will be worth the hard work now. I am imagining dog paddeling, keeping my head above water just long enough to catch my breath and then I will be swimming again with strength and purpose and vitality. Every once in a while we need to slow down, catch our breath and take a look around us and evaluate if we are headed in the right direction. Especially if it has been a busy season. Summer has been very busy especially these final few weeks. I look forward to the change that is coming. But for now, enjoy the moments and memories and do what you love and love those you know.

Another week

Mondays tend to be hard days for me just because I am so tired from the weekend. I was sure feeling it today. Just in the last week I have celebrated my in-law's 50th wedding anniversary, my daughter's 21st birthday, my husband's 30 year class reunion, participated in my church's servant festival and got my son off to camp, oh, and had lunch with two other friends in addition to the two bible studies I lead. YIKES! no wonder I am worn out. Whew, just listing all those things makes me tired. No rest for the weary though. My niece is coming over to help me organize my office and I decided to start a new eating program today. How crazy can a person be? I hope this week is less eventful. I think I need a vacation from all the celebrating. One really cool thing that happened though was that I got to visit with a friend of mine that I grew up with. We went to the same church and school and her husband graduated with my husband so we always look forward to seeing each other at the reunions. We discovered that we have known each other for 40 years. How is that even possible, I don't even feel that old. . She reminded me of stuff that happened when we were kids. In a way it is cool that someone knows all that stuff about you and on the other hand it is embarrassing and you don't even want to remember it. In fact some of the stuff she brought up I had completely forgotten about. We also agreed that everyone at that reunion looked really old except us. The gal in the top picture I have know for 30 years and she knows plenty about me also. There is no escaping my past but at least I can laugh about most of it.

The other really cool thing that happened to me was that a woman I have known for a lot of years, but not been close to, told me that she really liked me and thought I was such a nice person and would like to get to know me more. It is not everyday that someone says that to you. Well, at least I don't . Usually I am wondering if anyone likes me at all. So I decided to not blow it off and make an effort to get together with her. You got to take the opportunities when they come. All these memories, I think I had better go and write them down in my journal.

Simple Things

I have had the funniest conversations with my kids lately. They are really funny but you have to listen carefully because it is shrouded in conversations full of fast talking and more than one person talking at the same time. I got the video camera out today to film the grand baby and I got some of their funniness recorded as well. I hope the recording was not too bumpy since I was laughing through most of it. Here is a quote by Laura Ingalls Wilder that says it all.

I am Beginning to learn that it is the sweet, simple things of life which are the real ones after all.

Monday Prayer

I had a friend send me this prayer this morning. I really needed it today. I hope it uplifts you as much as it did me.

Dear Lord, I thank You for this day,
I thank You for my being able to see
and to hear this morning.
I'm blessed because You are
a forgiving God and
an understanding God.
You have done so much for me
and You keep on blessing me.
Forgive me this day for everything
I have done, said or thought
that was not pleasing to you.I ask now for Your forgiveness.
Please keep me safe
from all danger and harm.
Help me to start this day
with a new attitude and plenty of gratitude.
Let me make the best of each and every day
to clear my mind so that I can hear from You.
Please broaden my mind
that I can accept all things.
Let me not whine and whimper over things I have no control over.

And give me the best response when I'm pushed beyond my limits.

I know that when I can't pray,
You listen to my heart.
Continue to use me to do Your will.
Continue to bless me that I may be a blessing to others.
Keep me strong

that I may help the weak...
Keep me uplifted

that I may have words of encouragement for others.
I pray for those that are lost
and can't find their way.
I pray for those that are misjudged
and misunderstood.
I pray for those who don't know You intimately.
I pray for those that don't believe.

But I thank You that I believe
that God changes people and
God changes things.
I pray for all my sisters and brothers.
For each and every family member
in their households.
I pray for peace, love and joy
in their homes;

that they are out of debt
and all their needs are met.
I pray that every eye that reads this
knows there is no problem, circumstance,
or situation greater than God.
Every battle is in Your hands for You to fight.
I pray that these words be received
into the hearts of every eye that sees it
in Jesus' name. Amen!

Follow Your Heart

Women don't want a divided life...They recognize that career is not enough; they want to keep growing throughout their lives. They want to be interconnected, adjusting as needed to different circumstances. They want to live balanced lives. Quote by Mary Ellen Ashcroft.
Our hearts are torn in so many directions. We want to follow are dreams but the reality of responsibility keeps us planted firmly on the ground and yet quite often unfulfilled. Where is the balance in that. I think God puts the dreams in our hearts to give us hope. Sometimes following my dreams makes me look a little crazy and like I don't know what I am doing. That's OK. Eventually I will find the balance. By following my dreams I am showing others it is OK to follows theirs and giving them permission to even start to dream. I have to admit though, it is addicting. Imagining what you could do and where you could go. I loved this girl on my page. She has suitcase in hand ready to explore the world but at the same time wearing a suit with just enough flair to not be conventional. She has a paper to keep grounded on world events but hair that expresses her true personality. I hope she is not criticized and beaten down by drones. Don't you just wish the best for her. That she will make it after so many before her have failed. You can do it sweetheart. Break out and live, imagine, believe, hope and inspire. We are all counting on you to pave the way. Bring home the victory!